Saturday, September 05, 2009

ramblings

5th Sep'09.

Assalamualaikum warhamatullahi wabarakatuhu......
Ramadan Mubarak.................

Hope everybody's ramadan is going awesome..Alhamdulillah it has rained so its not as hot as it was in the past month..Its my first exprience of attending full classes in niqab as now i go to a co-ed college.. Today i read aloud a full 4 page poem of thomas grey and started feeling all dizzy.
My Ramadan is going very listless and hence I feel very bad..I dont know where is the fervour..how to ignite the flame of iman in my heart..Everyday after iftar my 2 cuzins,my sister and the housemaid girl all gather and read about ramadan from "Fazail-e-Amaal"..But still the heart is dead..we pray taraveeh,read Quran but something is amiss..What?? i fail to understand..I had planned to read LOT of Quran and set aside a time for reading its meaning and interpretation..but...............
One thing i'm doing is cooking iftar and today for the first time this ramdan i made sehri...My 2 younger neice and nephew are having their first fast next week so there's a grand iftar..inshAllah.

Ok..had just wanted to write ANYthing.......
MAy Allah bless everyone and make us do sincere ibadah in the last ten nights of Ramadan..

remember the whole ummah in your duas...
take care
~Cool Muslimah~

18 comments:

Aurangzeb said...

Don't worry about Imaan... aap ke paas fikr hai na? AlhamduLILLAH, Yeh bhi to eemaan ke he nishani hai... so aram se namazain paRho aur zikr karo tension free ho ke!!! ok?

As-SALAM-o-alaikum

Jasmine said...

When I feel this way, I take myself to a quiet place where no one can disturb me and I close my eyes and ask myself - "what if I died right this moment" - I imagine what my scales have in them, and what my book has written in it, and what my Lord will ask of me. Is my record clean? I wonder sometimes. No.No way. Do I feel like I need to make up for it in case I die in 5 minutes time? Yes, Yes I do.

I find that acts of faith increase our faith and anything robotic or repetitive diminish it.

I would say go and sit with a poor person for 10 minutes and ask them about life. Then give them some charity.

InshaAllah it will be an improvement in how you feel

Love, peace and blessings, Jasmine xx

CooL MuslimaH said...


My respectful neighbour- Walekumassalam...

May Allah bless you and your family....

that's a really good poimt..fikr..in fact today whilst returning from college i was pondering over this ..that yes alhamdulilllah for the fikr and now action is what i should do by battling my nafs (just sheer words..)

jazakAllah for taking out the pains to reflect and comment..

Be happy.
~Cool Muslimah~

Dear JAsmine....

Assalamulaikum...

JazakAllah for your advice..

"I find that acts of faith increase our faith"
=> nice point..

how's your ramadan going?

and btw your current post is very interesting...i read it the very day u posted it...

take care
~Cool muslimah~

CooL MuslimaH said...


uh-oh..a mistake i meant your cambodian artcile not the thailad on( i havent yet read it)

~Cool Muslimah~

Quest said...

Ups and downs are normal, even in Ramadan, sis.

Q

SirAdib.com said...

As long as you're improving around yourself, alhamdulillah. :)

Sadiyah said...

Hope you're in the best of health and iman sis :)

CooL MuslimaH said...


Assalamualaikum sadiyah baji...

i am fine alhamdulillah...
wotsup with u?

( guess i shud mail u..)

~Cool Muslimah~

Sacrifice4Allah said...

As Salaamu 'alaikum dear sister,

It's been a while since I last checked in with you. How are you? How's it going? InshaALLAH well :-)

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